Cas Ridley/Poem

''Until the end, you're my very best friend. ''

But after the finish line there are so many choices 

''We can't be expected to make the same ones. ''

You went your way and I stuck with mine 

Chasing the love of a man with no room in his heart 

For anything 

''But power. ''

But I couldn't help but be an addict 

To the drug of his approval 

When I kneel at his feet with bloody hands 

To the drug of his words 

''"You've done well, my son." ''

''I'd do anything. ''

''Even give up you. ''

I love you, but I need him 

To notice me.